It’s been a really strange week for me. The couple of weeks leading up to half term I was really looking forward to having Alice home for a week. A chance for us to spend some time together as we’ve really missed her. And don’t get me wrong we have had the best week and I have loved having her home. But it hasn’t been all smiles!
As school came to an end Alice was really tired and the break came at just the right time. I decided to have a fairly low key half term with not lots of big days out and making sure Alice had time to relax and go to bed on time.
The week started of well with a trip to one of our favourite places to do some pumpkin picking and the girls had a great time. We spent time with my parents with a walk in the woods and hot chocolate and cake in the cafe.
Alice was sleeping twelve hours every night and yet she still woke up tired. I’m really surprised how much school has tired her out and I just haven’t been able to over come her tiredness. I am not too sure what else I could do?
We got to Friday and it had been a lovely week so far, the girls had been so good and loved being with each other. Then Friday arrived and I am not too sure what happened to Alice but tiredness and emotions clashed and she was hard work all day. It was a day where I question all my parenting skills and ask where it all went wrong, what could I have done better. I collapsed on the sofa at the end of day after tucking her up in bed and Andy had to give me a talking to.
Because parenting is hard work, every day has it challenges and some days are just harder than others. I know that really, but when you are in those moments its tough. I found myself wishing it was next week and she would be back at school, but then instantly regretting thinking that because I have loved having her home with me. But I guess it was just a natural thought in the heat of the moment.
She woke up today back to my little Alice that we know and love. She went off to the cinema with my sister in law and niece and came back excited about the movie. We spent an afternoon at home and then we went to the park and out to dinner. It was really lovely normal family time and we tucked them up in bed later than normal in a hope that we beat the clocks going back and they sleep to a normal time. (Like that is going to happen!)
We have two more days until Alice goes back to school and Andy is home for them too. I am hoping that we can end the half term on a high and with a less tired and emotional Alice!
Joining Katie from Mummy Daddy Me for The Ordinary Moments